We can't go around measuring our goodness by what we don't do, by what we deny ourselves, by what we resist and who we exclude.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Once upon a time

"Once upon a time, I thought I was put on earth to save my sister. In the end, I couldn't do it. I realize now, that wasn't the point. The point was I had a sister. She was fantastic. One day I'm sure I'll see her again. But until then, our relationship continues."

Thursday, November 12, 2009

The bebes.

Bebe: sounds like...shed-shed minus the "d"s

I figured I better put a happy post in here considering I only think to post when I'm very upset and need an outlet.

Right now I'm on my pediatrics rotation at a NICU. All the sweet little bebes....but I wish they were all ready to go home and not at the NICU :( They are very sweet though.

I saw a new momma in the elevator getting wheeled out I suppose to go home, but she didn't seem very happy so I wonder if her baby was in the NICU.

There are several sets of twins and even a set of triplets! I dont get to interact with the bebes very much, but I will get to more I believe as time goes on. Its my first week after all.

But it seems to be going well so far. I get to leave at 2:30 every day which is AMAZING! As opposed to 10-12 hour days which I was doing towards the end of my last rotation.....and that was no fun. And theres this amazing sandwich shop at the hospital. I had a pecan chicken salad sandwich that was yummy :)

Mom was here this past weekend. Not to see me. :) but I did get to see her!!! Some ladies came to big D for some shopping, and I got to join in for some of it, so I was glad I got to see her.
We went to "market" and there was a fur store there, and of course offered to pay for half of a fur coat if I could get it for christmas. It was a deal so I've got a fur coat that I'm gonna get for christmas! Well I guess it's leather with fur trim. Whatever. Tomato, tomato. But I made friends with one of the sales-guys because we went 2 days in a row and talked to him both days.
They are based in Aspen, how cool would it be to live some where around there? Anyway, he said he'd host if I ever got some people who wanted to go skiiing in aspen lol

Thats all!

If anything doesnt make sense or i completely use a wrong word, I've had a migraine for a greater part of the day and have taken some headache medicine that kinda makes me crazy.

THE END

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Different things.

Things that I have envisioned or expected my entire life that will not be as expected.
The negativity blog.

1. Graduation
2. Wedding
3. My first baby (assuming)
4. Christmas
5. Adulthood
6. Vacations
7. Hosting the family wherever I end up
8. Picking my first house to buy
9. Moving......(again)
10. Asking advice about "guy" things


Thats enough for today.